Noelle’s eyes widened, and she looked at Kara with an absurd face, “You want me to apologize?” She asked Kara almost sharply, “You want me to apologize to you?”
Kara in disbelief, as if apologizing to Kara was a very embarra**ing and absurd thing.
“Just tell me how much you want.”
Noelle asked with a smirk.
Kara on the hospital bed shook her head, and said slowly but firmly, “I just want to apologize.”
“You!” Noelle stared angrily at Kara on the hospital bed, both eyes were burning, and said coldly, “If I don’t
apologize, have you already thought about it and are going to talk nonsense?”
Kara became more and more silent… Isn’t it right to apologize for doing something wrong?
Noelle’s performance was too obvious, and apologizing to herself made Noelle feel so unacceptable?
Unable to help, Kara asked in her heart: If it were someone else today, would Noelle still be like this?
Hey… A sigh was almost heard, and she became more silent, not because of an apology, but because of what she longed for in her heart to be respected like a normal person.
Although, she has already understood that such things ast “being respected” have long been far away from her.
Shepard… a high-ranking figure, can he destroy a person easily from the inside to the outside, from head to toe, completely ruined.
She was silent, regretting in her heart: she shouldn’t ask, she can’t ask, she no longer has the right to have things like “being respected”.
“Kara, 1, Noelle, even if I lose all my money, I won’t
apologize to you. I can kneel for money, crawl on the ground like a b*tch, and wag my tail to please rich people. Kara, even if it’s true, I did it What was wrong, you don’t deserve my apology.” Noelle was furious,
“If you want to go out and talk nonsense, you can talk about it, but if anyone believes you, don’t blame me for not reminding you. I am a student at Cornell University. I work and study for my studies. You are a woman who can do anything for money. You Say, people believe you or believe me?”
Under the quilt, Kara clenched her fists tightly, trying her best to restrain the dull pain in her heart. After Noelle finished speaking, she left the ward angrily. When she went out, she slammed the door shut. With dull eyes, he stared at the snow-white ceiling silently… let the dull pain in his heart permeate his whole body, and the feeling of powerlessness spread all over his limbs and bones.
She thought she wouldn’t be in pain anymore, she thought she didn’t care about dignity anymore.
Ah… What’s wrong with me today?” With a rough voice, she said to herself, “Oh… I have a fever, I’m confused.” She answered herself again.
Kara knew very well in her heart that what she wanted was not that apology, what she wanted was… the long-lost “respect”, to be respected like a “person”!
A trace of imperceptible pain flashed across her eyes… She just wanted an apology that should have been given to her?
Don’t you want a lot?
“It’s me… that’s extravagant.” She bowed her head, “No more, whimsical.” As if swearing to herself, as if she was constantly persuading herself, she repeated to herself over and over again like hypnosis, “No extravagant expectations, no whimsical ideas.”…’
The thing is very simple, it’s so simple that it only needs Kara to continue to be cowardly and agree to any
unreasonable or even insulting request from Noelle without dignity.
But she, in the deepest part of her heart, became greedy – she wanted the long-lost “respect”, she didn’t have to be
like before, she just needed to be like the most ordinary person, to get what she deserved Get the respect of
But obviously, things backfired.
Since then, Kara has hidden her heart riddled with holes even deeper, and she has hidden what she longs for in the depths of her soul, a depth that no one can touch, where it
is dark and cold, There is also the loneliness and loneliness. like the deep sea when it is the quietest.
Noelle came and came, came and left, every time she came at meal time, and left after delivering the meal.
“I want to leave the hospital.” On the fourth night of the incident, Noelle, as usual, put a takeaway box on Kara’s bed cabinet with a blank face, turned around and was about to leave. Behind her, the silent woman on the hospital bed, said slowly.
This rough and slow voice caused Noelle, who had been indifferent for four days, to stop, turned her head a little violently, and didn’t even want to veto it, “No, you’re still sick.
This is concerned? Kara looked at Noelle steadily, “I’m fine, my fever is gone. I want to work.”
“Did you do it on purpose? You want everyone to see the gauze on your forehead?” Noelle said angrily, ” Kara, you really are not simple. Knowing people, knowing the face, not knowing the heart, this sentence is really true, look at your honesty Yes, it turned out to be so scheming.”
Kara lowered her eyelashes to hide the disappointment in her eyes… Sure enough, she was thinking too much, caring?
When looking at Noelle again, Kara’s eyes became a little numb, “I’m going to work. You can handle the discharge procedures.”
As she spoke, she lifted the quilt, got out of bed slowly, and changed into the clothes she had when she got up.